January 2011
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Tignan mo naman sarili mo. DAMN ANG GANDA :)
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The One Who Got Away
In another life, I would be your girl. We’d keep all our promises. It’d be us against the world. In another life, I would make you stay. So I don’t have to say the you were the one who got away.
You’re always going to be my what if.
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You’re not making things easier for me. I keep trying to make you understand who I am. I’m not always going to be that happy person you first met, I don’t always make jokes that are funny. It’s only by chance I make you really laugh. I say the wrong things. I always mean something different. I am probably the most fragile person. I think too much. I can become depressed for...
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When life gives you shit, kill all the zombies...
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Taking the Blow
Just this morning I had a dream wherein I had this big fight with my room mates and I could see everything. I could see them talk about me in a hating manner and I can see myself trying to get it all together. It seemed like a really big fight and the person I least expected to fight with me did. It all seemed so real that when I woke up I was wondering if I should even talk to them because of how...
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The road to strength is a lonely one.
Sometimes I feel that when I start to break down, no one will give a damn. And right now I’m starting to feel it. I feel bad cos I think (only think) that when others are having a rough time I try to be there. I stay longer than usual. I know I’m not supposed to ask for anything back. It should be a selfless act and all but. Sometimes I just want to know that people will be here no...
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This is bull.
I don’t even know why I’m complaining. It’s my loss to begin with.
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If you get to know me more, you'll realize that I...
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Ratatouille
I can’t wait. :”>
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Thank you for believing in me.
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So much hate in the girl world
Being in a girls dorm made me realize how no one is perfect, especially the girls people think are sluts, skanks, bitches, or hoes. They don’t just get up from the amazing beauty sleep and instantly become pretty making their whole lives this amazing adventure full of boys, drinks, parties, friends, families, and compliments. No. They are regular people who have gone through break ups, loss...
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That awkward moment when you realized someone else...
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i know i had such a bad week last week. but this is a new week and I promise to make the most out of it. This week will be MINE. Positive thinking you see.
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missymansanas-deactivated201201 asked: Bug. <3 *Shhhh.
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I'm a different person when I'm with you. I hope...
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sometimes I feel like I'm not going to end up with...
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Bad Week
I’ve been having a bad day lately. Mostly during this week. Sometimes, I get quiet with no reason at all. And I feel a bit bad about it because I don’t want anyone to get worried or anything but I guess sometimes you can’t avoid having bad days or weeks maybe months or even years. As long as everything gets done and you don’t carry it too far then I guess it’s all...
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Leaves me hanging.
“That’s why I don’t want to tell her because once I do it’ll all happen again. They’ll cut me off. They’ll leave me hanging.”
Saddest words that came out of your mouth today. You know, love, if she really is your friend then she wouldn’t do that. I’m not saying she’s a bad friend. I’m not saying that you should make that as a...
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When I see you
I like how you and I go out and we just talk about anything. It doesn’t really matter really because you and I have become such good friends. Best friends, perhaps? Well, I like it. I like it when you hug me and you tell your guy friends how youre so smooth and I laugh and your friends tease how I’m just blind.
Always my favorite.
Or when you and I lay on the grass and fall asleep...
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Distance.
I can feel that I’m distancing from my high school batchmates. I rarely see them and being here in Manila made me realize that I don’t know anything about them. When I went Christmas shopping for my friends here in Manila it was so easy because I knew what they liked. But when it came to my high school batchmates I still had to think of what to get them what I remembered about them.
I...
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Falling In
“Everytime I see your face my heart takes off on a high speed chase now. Don’t be scared it’s only love that we’re falling in. I would never do you wrong or let you down or lead you on. Don’t look down it’s only love baby that we’re falling in.”
This is for that future. I promise to learn how to cook for you and to pretend that it’s edible...
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not even you can make me smile.
asdfghjkl; sometimes… i just want to be alone. alone as in. on another planet alone. i want to listen to music. i want to scream.
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I am so crazy right now I can jump off the balcony
i am not in the best mood right now and I want to hit everything in sight. I thought this day would not get any worse. But of course. I just had to jinx it. Now I’m so confused about everything. And I have Lit midterms tomorrow that I can’t even study for. GAD, can I just get a cut from life right now.
I’m tired and I’m blind with anger and sadness.
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Where did I go to right?
Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don’t know how I did
But somehow now I do
This is what I feel towards my friends most of time. I don’t feel worthy of their love! So heres a thank you. If you don’t see it, people love you, love.
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sometimes i wish...
that when someone is sad and I try to help them out by making them laugh or by making them smile they actually feel happier. I don’t know. I feel like my very existence is just to make people happy and when I’m not able to do it. It brings me down. Knowing that I tried. but failed. I know it takes time for others but I just want to let them feel that someone out there loves them and...
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I can't believe it's only Tuesday
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i hate it when...
I get upset but later on it dies down and I’m left to apologize. My anger never lasts long and I’ve come to know some people who take it for granted but here I am. still taking their bull. I know that having temporary anger is a good thing. Better a peace maker than one who holds the grudge forever. But sometimes, in my point of view, it just gives them all the wrong reasons to screw...